Now this topic is pretty heavy and can be used in a variety of different ways. However, seeing as how one of my biggest problems is that I'm a control freak, I'll stick with that. :)
I want to control everything. I can't help it. It literally drives me insane to have to wait for anything, especially when I believe that I can do it better or quicker myself. It just makes me feel better because I tend to let stress get to me quite a lot. So over this past year, I've had to do a lot of growing up and soul-searching and through this process, I have learned that there are way too many things in the world that I can't control, so I should just let them all go.
Stressing over things that I can't control is silly and it does damage to my health. I get sick very easily and when I'm stressed, I get so run-down that it makes me sick, which only makes things worse. Yet, I still do it. So rather than let myself continue to get sick or stress out so much that I can't sleep at night, I have had to learn that worry about things that are out of my hands only causes me to create unrealistic scenarios in my head of what "might" happen. I don't know the future, so I should stop worrying about what "might" happen and focus on what is happening.
Although this is a tough lesson to learn, I have to learn it nonetheless. I have started to grasp the concept but it hasn't fully sunken in yet. But one day it will and I'm sure that it'll end up making me a lot happier. Plus, I'm sure it'll make my husband happier if his wife isn't so uptight and high-strung. ;)
This is my 50th blog post! I can't believe it! It's crazy how fast time flies when you love what you're doing! Thanks to everyone that has been with me so far! It means the world!
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